The more I thought about some "me" projects that I didn't start last week the more I realized why. It wasn't the scope of them, it was the fear of taking that first step. A fear that paralyzes us all in doing things for ourselves.
Once I stopped thinking and started meditating, I realized the simple truth of my situation. That taking that first step would get rid of all that fear I had of actually taking it. That alone was a reason to start.
I didn't even have to explore the fear. Who put it on me and why was of no consequence. Where it came in to my past was irrelevant. What I knew is that once I got rid of that layer of fear, the projects themselves would be easy. It made me start to laugh. After all, who am I afraid of? Myself? They're my projects, being done by me, for me
Besides, I thought, if I don't start it today, it will never get finished tomorrow.
So here I am tomorrow, laughing and unafraid, with my personal projects under way.
Simple truth
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